All that I am.....I give to You.

My heart rages for that which I cannot hold, touch, or see...but, I can feel, I can feel deeply, the strength of His embrace. All that is within me is urning, urning for the fulfullment of what I cannot express, cannot describe, cannot see clearly, but know with all that I am is real and is my destiny. To dream is only to want more and to know that my life is not complete without it. In my humanity I wonder if I am not strong enough, not brave enough, not good enough to fulfull it, but then I remember that it is not me that has to do the doing, I only have to say "yes" and then be content to "be". To be His hands, to be His feet, to be His voice, to be His touch, to be His smile, to be His embrace, to be His love. The task is beyond me, and so I know that it can only be by letting go of my own desires, fears, and wants, that I will be set free to be who I am, that fulfill all that I was created for. My life is not my own. I have always known this. The things that others strive for, have and cherish, are not mine to have. But, so much more than I can express comes when I go, when I give, when I obey.